It has again been a few weeks since I’ve written. Again, remember it is not because we aren’t thinking of you. We think of you daily, and really hourly. I just can’t put it all out here on the blog, so I limit when I give you a public shout out.
Val wrapped up your Christmas presents. Since you got pulled so close to the holidays, we want to make sure you are taken care of. I am sure you will love your gifts and I hope it brings a smile to your face. I hope some of it is kept for the years so you have it as a keep sake for the family you weren’t allowed to have.
We have recently found out that you are going to get another foster home. The one you are at now is getting out of foster care, and you lose because of it. I think the system has given up on finding you a family and is just looking for you to have a home. There is a differences. Understand that you do have a family. We are here for you. I don’t know what that means in the future, but I know it will mean something.
As a family we are forced to move forward, and I really hope things get easier as the days go on. We still have some pretty rough days. You are loved and missed.
Your dad (if even for only 5 months),
Clarence
P.S. I don’t know when or how you will find this, but this is the sixth post directed toward you. It will not be the last. There will be days when I am thinking of you and I will send a shout out to you. I’m so sad for me, but it is nothing in comparison to what I feel for you.