Wow tonight was tough. Darlene showed up to get your stuff. I sure hope she knows what she is doing because I have great fear for what your future will hold.
Watching a 6’2 235 pound man break down in tears should stick in Darlene’s mind for many years to come.
It was hard to know that all of that stuff defined you in our family and it was over. I sent a letter with Darlene, I don’t know if she will deliver it to you.. but I hope so. I also sent you the picture that sat on my desk at work since June. It was the first picture we took of you and our other four children. Also made sure that your Disney necklace was in the envelope with the letter, and finally I sent two CD’s with all of the pictures we had of you. It was good to look through those pictures to see you smiling and having fun with our family.
Please remember, it was not our choice to have you leave. It was the choice of two people and I really think it was the biggest mistake they could have ever made. I hope you take the words in my letter to heart and defy the situation you have found yourself in and be the superstar we know you can be.
Your dad (if even for only 5 months),
Clarence
P.S. I don’t know when or how you will find this, but this is the third post directed toward you. It will not be the last. There will be days when I am thinking of you and I will send a shout out to you. I’m so sad for me, but it is nothing in comparison to what I feel for you.